Top Students

Jordyn's school picture

Jordyn’s school picture

Students-well, this applies in multiple ways tonight.  Jordyn called me at work early this morning to tell me-“guess what, Granny?”  “What, Jo?”  “I am student of the month for January!”  What a nice thing-I mean she is in kindergarten so it not like she made the Harvard Law Review but still.  I am proud that she works hard and studies hard.

Likewise, our friend Caitlyn (the one who rode the national horse finals this year) was awarded another scholarship from yet another major university.  The decisions as to who will be named to each college’s NCAA equestrian team will not be known until April, so Caitlyn has yet to make a decision as to where she will be going, but what an honor.  She has worked hard to have the test scores, the grades and equestrian abilities to get noticed by the top schools.  She is exemplifying the word student-or more accurately Top Student.  I can’t wait to see where she ends up going!

And in Arizona, Jim continues to trudge along, re-learning what used to come so easily to him.  His basic skills, dressing, bathing,  and daily living activities are going well.  But his ability to say exactly what he thinks is a little impaired.  But he is a good student and improving each day.  How incredibly frustrating for such an articulate, intelligent man.  Now, the expected dismissal date home is Feb. 21st and I bet he makes it happen.

I have been challenged to learn all types of new things at work.  I have been overwhelmed, impatient, not the best of sports.  I am old.  I am needing to learn three new computer systems.  But today, suddenly, things clicked.  I have been covering one position and the newly hired employee is now in place (thank God!).  I found out today that I actually knew and understood way more than I thought.  There were multiple times when I had the right answer-oh, my goodness, it was amazing.

One of the other specialized reporting systems, that has given me trouble for the last two years, suddenly made sense.  I had to go ask two other co-workers to help me get it downloaded and operational (it takes a village to train me!) but we did it!  I was a little ridiculous, clapping my hands and exclaiming with glee.  I guess I can still be a student, too!  Top student, well, maybe not, but at least I am getting it done.

Congrats to all the students.  School, training, re-hab, are all tough jobs.  Well done.

Walk in the Spirit

Jordyn and Kendyll dedicating their lives to walking with the spirit.

Jordyn and Kendyll dedicating their lives to walking with the spirit.

Jordyn and baby sister Kendyll were part of a baby dedication last night.  While not the church either Ally or Luke was brought up in, or one I had visited before, it was great to see them choosing this path for their children. While I feel a deep presence of God in my life, I have been lax in finding a path to a specific church since coming to Texas.

I enjoyed the service, welcomed the fellowship and have thought a lot about the message the pastor provided last night.  He spoke of walking in the spirit, not because of rules or necessity but because we have the freedom to be Christians (or whatever we choose) and by making that choice are free to be better people.

I have struggled with depression.  I have struggled with despair.  But if I freely let God lead me, I can accept and live more gently. Anyway, I will try harder to walk with the spirit.

In other news,  Jim is coming back strong after his fall. There is a rumor that he may head home soon.

We picked up a couple of new toys for Bruno to help him pass the time in his stall. He had suggested hanging the Corgi in his stall by a rope so that he could bat her around but we opted for a ball he can push around with his nose and kick about with his hooves.  He seems to be enjoying it. It hasn’t landed outside the stall or been crushed yet so those are good signs.

We sent pictures of Bruno’s hoof to Dr. Marsh today at TAMU. We are hoping for new advice on his care.  Also, we have a good possibility of Mimi leaving to go to a great show home. They want to try her a couple weeks so we will see how she does.  Feather has her first show of 2013 in two weeks.  Lauren and Feather had a pretty rough ride at the lesson Thursday. Nothing atypical of a young horse.  Just atypical of Feather.  I hope that is out of her system!

Early morning rain

The last two mornings as I directed the puppies out the back door for breakfast I have encountered gentle early morning (pre-dawn really) rain.  When you have six dogs, which no one should ever have, feeding them is a little challenging.  We learned the hard way that each dog should have its own dish and spot to eat.

Jon Katz, blog writer, author of many dog books suggests having each dog sit at their designated bowl then feeding them in the same order each day.

This method has been pretty successful.  But it requires that all the dogs eat outside.  It is difficult to implement on a rainy morning.  With gentle rain, when it is warm, the dogs just get a little wet (and muddy). Not ideal but far better then moving all the dishes and dogs inside.

Next in the feeding rotation are the horses.  The rain caught me unexpectedly Wednesday morning.  I had put Mickey, Feather and Mimi out the night before.  Mickey was totally dry and secure, alone, in the run-in shed.  What a surprise! The girls were soaked and standing woe begotten in the dim fog.  Getting them into their stalls resulted in some pretty muddy pj’s for me. Of course, I go out and feed in my pjs.  Why would I waste time getting dressed only to shower and redress for work?

We make the feed for the horse’s dinner and next morning’s breakfast the day before.  Each horse has their own color feed bowl and gets a unique meal.  Feather is pink and Bru is black. Surprising choices, I know.  Lauren will be out by 7:00 or so to water and hay.

The final “Cindy” chore is feeding the cats.  One can of canned food is split amongst whatever cats show up for breakfast. Then I head in to get ready for my day.  It is about 4:30 am by this point.

When the fog and rain surround the farm, I feel protected and safe.  It is like we are in our own safe little world. Yesterday morning Gordan Lightfoot’s (I realize probably 85 percent of you have no idea who I am talking about) old song, ‘Early Morning Rain’ popped into my head.

So I best be on my way

in the early morning rain

It was a good memory of my younger days.

Things around here

It is starting to get green around here again.

It is starting to get green around here again.

Jim is continuing to get better each day.  Jay reports from Tucson that yesterday Jim was allowed out of bed with a walker (for stability) and he was quickly whizzing down the hallways amazing the nursing staff with his prowess and speed.  He is brighter and looking forward to busting out of the hospital even if his next stop will be for a little inpatient rehab before he is allowed to go home.  I have said a hundred times, if I am half as able, mentally and physically, as he is at 95 I will be blessed. Some would counter that I am not as mentally and physically able as him now!

After Jordyn spilled the story of Jim and his fall to my mom, she has asked about him each day.  But somehow she has it in her head that he did not just fall down.  Each day she asks me “how did Jim fall out of a tree?”  I don’t have any idea where she got that from-I am sure Jordyn never said anything about a tree.  She has had a spread of almost a week where she recognized Jordyn, Lauren and I.  But yesterday, she couldn’t even keep it straight who I was.  But when she did, she begged to come home with me.  She told me she could just curl up in a ball and hide in the corner of my house.  I hate telling her no, that she has to stay.

It is getting warm here-80 degrees today.  We will have to figure out how to keep Bruno cool if this stall confinement continues much longer.  I guess it is time to break out the fans and get them circulating some air.  I feel like we just took them down.

I will need to get some kind of roof extension to provide more shade to keep Bruno from living in an Easy Bake Oven as the temperatures increase.  He is in a metal building that is open in front but completely closed along one side and the back.  When the sun hits the metal it just holds the heat.  Open to the eastern sun, in the winter this is a nice asset but come hotter days by early morning it is baking hot inside the stalls. As the sun moves across the sky, the stalls fall into shade so afternoons are fairly comfortable.

We are continuing with the every three-day wrapping of Bruno’s hoof.  Lauren has had fun coming up with new patterns of Vet Wrap to use.  We will be sending a picture to his vet at Texas A&M at the next bandage change to see if we need to change any of treatment we are doing for him.

Bruno sporting pink camo vet wrap this week.

Bruno sporting pink camo vet wrap this week.

Lauren is busy riding her horses and going to school.  She is having an extremely hectic semester between all the farm activities, school and keeping the household running.  Work has picked up for me and I am not contributing much to chores around here.

Amber is feeling better after her bout with the flu.  Lexi had her 18 month check up and shots today so she, no doubt, is not very happy tonight.

We met Ally and family on Sunday for a birthday lunch.  Kendyll entertained herself by eating avocados.  She is a Texas baby.

Kendyll and Jordyn ready for the Texas summer although it is February. It comes early around here.

Kendyll and Jordyn ready for the Texas summer although it is February. It comes early around here.

Joey-the OTTB-goes for his first lesson

 

Sarah rescued this OTTB from a life of neglect.  Caroline took over the reins in June.

Sarah rescued this OTTB from a life of neglect. Caroline took over the reins in June.

Joey-six months later.  It is amazing what feed, exercise and love can do for a boy!

Joey-almost seven months later. It is amazing what feed, exercise and love can do for a boy!

First, I want to celebrate Sarah for taking the risk to get this big off-the-track thoroughbred (OTTB) out of a bad situation, starting his rehab and heading him down the road to a life of purpose and love.  Then hurrah to Caroline, who adopted him in June.  I have written a couple of posts on his progress that you might want to go back and read, see the pictures, if you never have before.

This weekend was the first time Joey traveled away from Caroline’s home.  She wasn’t sure how he would do.  These thoroughbreds are a little intimidating.  We love our OTTB Bruno to death, but we must always be aware that he has the power to hurt us.  Not the desire, but they are big, strong and fast.  So, Caroline was concerned.  Joey had almost seven months of working out, of getting stronger, but ultimately if you want to show-you’ve got to go!  A show horse has to be able to perform, calmly and easily, in any arena.

Like most OTTBs, it has not been a simple strategy of just food, exercise and then instant show horse.  There is always something with these big horses and Joey was no exception.  He had some leg and hoof issues to overcome.  Many months, I am sure it felt to Caroline like one step forward, two steps back, this could be the mantra of the OTTB. 

It was a beautiful day yesterday as I followed Caroline and Joey to Dev’s arena.  Lauren was ride Feather after Joey’s lesson.  Joey was excited and looking around as we waited for Don to drag the arena.  He was definitely aware this was something new.   But once he got in the ring he just settled in and worked.  There was not a buck or skittish moment.  He did his best to do what Dev and Caroline asked of him.  On the race track, these horses are trained to gallop.  They do not work on turning.  They do not work on stopping.  No time is spent getting the horse to have a nice trot (or any trot). The object is to run-fast! 

Joey has a lot more work to do, learning to work off his hind-end, learning transitions, conquering working to the right as race horses run to the left, but in everything he was asked to do yesterday he was an all-star. So, more tales to tell on this boy as he matures and learns to be a pleasure horse.  His old pictures brought tears to my eyes as I see how neglected he was but also how hard, even scarecrow thin, he tried to do what Caroline asked of him.  He is a beautiful horse now with a big future ahead of him.  Thank you Sarah and Caroline, what a save!

So thin and yet so willing.

So thin and yet so willing.

Joey, so beautiful, with Dev, big, flowing trot, overflowing heart.

Joey, so beautiful, with Dev, big, flowing trot, overflowing heart.

Jim’s Recovery

Jim, this morning in his hospital bed.

Jim, this morning in his hospital bed.

Jim is my step-father.  He and my mother have been married almost 16 years.  He just had brain surgery to stop a bleed from a fall earlier this week.  It is a tough thing.  And it is something I know a little bit about.  My father, years ago, fell, fractured his skull and required surgery.  I know there is very little worse than waiting as your father is in surgery or watching him in the subsequent days for little signs.  Is he alert?  Is he oriented to what is going on? 

My heart goes out to Jim and his family.  Jay has been with him and his daughter Janie will arrive later today.  It is so hard to watch this type of recovery because when dealing with the brain, of course, so much can go wrong.  Today Jim is getting a blood transfusion and continuing his speech and physical therapy. Jay says he seems to be a little restless but taking in all that is going on. We are hoping he can be moved to an inpatient rehab hospital later next week but hours and days go by slowly as the brain heals.  My father was in neuro-ICU for 90 days.  It was like a lifetime.

We hadn’t told mom about Jim.  Not knowing what possible good that could come of it.  But yesterday when we visited with Jordyn, the bright five year-old launched into a complete update on her GG (great-grandpa) Jim.  She told her granny-nanny that Jim fell down, and he had to have surgery on his brain.  Mom did not seem to really grasp what Jo was saying.  She just got a distant look in her eyes and said, “you know I love that man”.  I guess that is the best gift we can give Jim right now-love and prayers.  We are sending them out in bunches.

Jim and Family Update

Just a quick update tonight to say that Jim came through surgery well. Jay just let us know that his 95 year-old dad was already looking for some books to read and seemingly was improving by the hour.  If any of us had gone through brain surgery last night, we would still be lights out in ICU.  Jim is the most resilient person I know.

I missed mom tonight, getting away from work too late to make it there by dinner.  I will bring Jordyn to see her tomorrow and that will help me be forgiven for missing today.

Today is Ally’s birthday and she is home alone with the kids.  Luke got called into work.  I wish I had known sooner so we could have planned something special.  But tomorrow night Jo will be with us so Ally can have a night to celebrate with friends.

Amber is hit hard in Denver with the flu.  She seldom complains about anything but I can tell she feels horrible.  I wish I could scoop up Lexi and Riley for a full-court press of grandkids at Granny’s house.

Caroline will take OTTB Joey to Dev’s for his first lesson tomorrow.  As you may remember, Sarah rescued Joey from some pretty dire conditions and Caroline has been his special angel in getting him back to health and back to work.  I have posted some progress reports on him. I will get new pictures and an update on him tomorrow.  We will take Feather back for another lesson and Jordyn is traveling along with us hoping to get to ride her Snowney pony.  Sounds like a pretty perfect day!

Please remember Jim in your prayers.  Thanks for riding along.

Jim (95) and mom (88) last summer in Denver.

Jim (95) and mom (88) last summer in Denver.